It's hard to sit alone at home
And wonder where you are.
I trust your safe and comfortable,
But why are you so far?
It's hard to lay to sleep at night
And know you won't be there
For me to love and to embrace
In winters morning air.
It's hard to wonder when I'll see your face
As close to mine
So kisses are not tugging memories..
But all the time.
It's hard to think that
During these 5 months of loving you
I've seen you for, at most, 3 weeks;
Inside my heart, you staged a coup.
I cry a lot
Because your face is rarely close to mine;
I neglect to mention all these tears most of the time
Because I chose this
And chose you
Despite the constant pain
Relief is only ever, at the most, a month away.
Yet I also hold out hope that you and I
Will someday be
Close to near-inseparable
And in love
Yet always free.
But.. for now
I've sentenced both my body and my mind
To missing you
Yet feeling it's a soul-mate that I find
Within your essence and your everything;
Yes, I love more
Of you than you could ever know exists;
Please know, that I am yours.
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