Yes, life is slowly going back to semi-normal, and I'm getting over my bad cold. I fainted yesterday morning after coming out of the shower, and later that day we went to see my doctor to make sure it was nothing serious. He assured us it probably wasn't, but that I should probably go get a quick blood-test just to confirm it, and that's exactly what I did this morning; the needle sort of stung, but hey, it wasn't as bad as I thought it might be. I'm still having coughing fits, and get slightly dizzy every now and then, but aside from that I'm completely fine.
Yes, I do still feel very slightly effected by the whole break-up thing, but the whole reason for most of my sadness and depression over it was due to the fact that I was home alone most of the week, was sick, and had nothing to do so naturally my mind drifted to negative points.
I'm back at school today, and unless I suddenly faint again for some reason, chances are I'm staying for the entire day and not missing another day for a long time. I'm going to have a lot of homework this weekend.
Hopefully we don't get a dismal call from the doctor telling me I have diabetes or something along those lines, because I would be extremely upset. That would officially make this week the worst week of my life.
Hopefully school today will cheer me up just as going to see the movie Milk last night with a few of my good friends improved my emotions quite a lot, even with the spontaneous homosexual intercourse and make-out scenes before they even knew each others names...
Well, I should probably get back to whatever it is I'm actually supposed to be doing (which, surprisingly, I don't think is anything at the moment), either that, or I can think up something to rant about in this blog today. I haven't done a good old rant in awhile.
Well, hmm... let me think... what is there to rant about? Politics? Religion? Society? The world in general? My life?
Actually, you know what? I can't really think of anything right now. Sorry about bringing your hopes up and then crushing them, but oh well.
Peace out, planet Earth.
Friday, March 20, 2009
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The world is meaningless,
there is no God or gods, there are no morals, the universe is not moving inexorably towards any higher purpose.
All meaning is man-made, so make your own, and make it well.
Do not treat life as a way to pass the time until you die.
Do not try to "find yourself", you must make yourself.
Choose what you want to find meaningful and live, create, love, hate, cry, destroy, fight and die for it.
Do not let your life and your values and your actions slip easily into any mold, other that that which you create for yourself, and say with conviction, "This is who I make myself".
Do not give in to hope.
Remember that nothing you do has any significance beyond that with which you imbue it.
Whatever you do, do it for its own sake.
When the universe looks on with indifference, laugh, and shout back, "Fuck You!".
Rembember that to fight meaninglessness is futile, but fight anyway, in spite of and because of its futility.
The world may be empty of meaning, but it is a blank canvas on which to paint meanings of your own.
Live deliberately. You are free.
All meaning is man-made, so make your own, and make it well.
Do not treat life as a way to pass the time until you die.
Do not try to "find yourself", you must make yourself.
Choose what you want to find meaningful and live, create, love, hate, cry, destroy, fight and die for it.
Do not let your life and your values and your actions slip easily into any mold, other that that which you create for yourself, and say with conviction, "This is who I make myself".
Do not give in to hope.
Remember that nothing you do has any significance beyond that with which you imbue it.
Whatever you do, do it for its own sake.
When the universe looks on with indifference, laugh, and shout back, "Fuck You!".
Rembember that to fight meaninglessness is futile, but fight anyway, in spite of and because of its futility.
The world may be empty of meaning, but it is a blank canvas on which to paint meanings of your own.
Live deliberately. You are free.
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